Life. Everyone knows about life. There's so much mean of life. For my self, life is struggle. Life need so much struggle to be what we wants. But the aim of life, is just for pray to God. We have to pray to Alloh everyday, wherever we go, or whenever we are. Life as a gift from Alloh, so we have to thankfull. Always.

For me, life is mystery. We dont know whats happend next. We just guess, but we dont know is this true or false. Im very thankfull to Alloh, because give me this life. Its a perfect life. I have anything, cause Alloh give anything what i need, what i hope for, and what i wish for. I have family, a complete family. There are mom dad my brother grannie granpa, and all of my neighbour. They made my life so much colourfull. I cant imagine, how terrible my life without them. I love them all. I dont wanna make them disappointed with me. I just wanna make them happy and proud of me, with all of my struggle, my wishes and my talent. You guys have to know this, all of you are best thing of my life {}

I realize that life is not just contained with happy and happy. Sometimes, we will feel what the sadness is. Of course, where there's happy story, so there's sad story too. Its make our life balance. Im often feel sadness. Im sure its not just me. Everyone feel sadness too. We really really should face it. Sadness come quickly. We cant predict. We have to ready, everytime, to face that sadness. The form of sadness is like problem, death, lost something we loves, and many more. Its normal. Its part of life.

I have some sadness story in my life. Like i have to stay away from my family. In my life, even from i was born, i never stay away from my family. My parents always control me, always give me love. But since im become a collage, i have to move away from them. I have to stay in islamic boarding school. And its very bad time, to spent my life without my family. I have to face all of this. I cant refuse.

After long time i stay away from my parents, one by one problematica of my life come and go. Im often feel miss my family so much. I never go so far away before this. I have to patient. Teach my heart to stay strong. Everything is change. Everything is different.

More than that, i have problem with my friends, but it doesnt matter. I cant face it. I have problem to with love. Im 19 years old. Its my time to search some boy to spend his life with me. But its often failed. Its game over. Huh. Im often loves a boy, but he didnt. Its painfull i swear! I give up for this. Because there's so much thing that more important than just thinking about boyfriend.

Is the life according me. I choose it. Because life is not just coloured by one challenge, but lot of challenge. Keep spirit. Keep fight with your life. Enjoy this. And thankfull of this. Im Via Okvitasari, see you. :)


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